Wednesday, November 3, 2010

The big *24*

I am 24 today. This has definitely been my least exciting birthday to date. I still have so very much to look forward to, but when you have high expectations for what's going to happen in what timing, it's a bit depressing. I think this is a good lesson in trusting in the Lord. If I would have trusted in the Lord that everything would happen in His perfect timing, I wouldn't feel sad about not having a child and being finished with school by now. It's a great reminder that any time I try to rely on myself I fail. Anytime I make my own plans, they fall through. I need to 100% fully rely on and trust in my Heavenly Father.